You’re the only person that ever made me feel anything, really feel. Even if it wasn’t always the best feelings, you’re the only one who could make me smile or tear me down in three seconds flat. You’re the only person that can drive me crazy, in both a good and bad way. You’re the only person that ever made me feel like I didn’t have to try so hard. I just wish you knew I still have feelings for you, and I wish you would do something about it.


You’re talking to a girl who has had her heart broken, cried for continuous hours, yelled and screamed for help. A girl who never turned her back on the world and a girl who did nothing but love someone who couldn’t love her back.


I heard you’re a player, so let’s play the game. Lets sweet talk, lets play fight, lets talk 24/7. Lets tell each other good morning and good night every day. Lets take walks together. Lets give each other nicknames, lets hang out with each other’s friends. Lets talk on the phone all night long. Lets hold each other, lets kiss and hug, and whoever falls in love first loses.


He screwed up, and you did absolutely nothing wrong. You gave him your heart and you trusted him to keep it and protect it, but he couldn’t. And honestly he’s not mature enough. He’s not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have cared for you with every fiber of his being and been with you in every spare second he could, but he didn’t.


Even after every bad thing he’d done to me, every lie he’d ever told, every other girl he’d ever kissed, I knew somewhere deep down inside he really did love me, in his own messed up way. Because you can’t keep coming back to the same person time after time if those feelings aren’t there.


I have no idea who you are anymore. You used to be the guy who no matter what would be there for me even if it was 2 in the morning. Now you’re just gone. I miss that boy. The boy who knew every flaw about me, but still loved me to death. And I hope someday you hear that song and that one line kills you inside. Because I know it kills me everyday.


I know you love him. I know it’s hard to watch him walk by you like he doesn’t care. You see his updates and you just want to comment on it and tell him he’s a jerk. He does things to get to you. He posts things that will get to you. He knows your every move and he can predict you like he’s turning the page in his favorite book. But hold up and listen, you don’t need someone that treats you like trash. You don’t need someone that checks out the girl walking past you while holding your hand. You deserve the best. I don’t know what the best is exactly, but I know it isn’t what you’re getting. So you keep your head up, beautiful. You look gorgeous everyday and you walk right past him and don’t even look his direction. Don’t pay attention to him; he doesn’t deserve it. And you know what, you don’t deserve him. You deserve better. He never loved you right, but one day that one guy, he will.


You’re letting her think that you’re emotionally available. You’re letting her think she has a chance. And there’s nothing worse in the world, than thinking you have a chance when really you don’t.


I just want to know if you meant everything you said. I don’t’ want you back, I don’t want an apology, I just want the truth. I want to know if what we had was even worth fighting for in the first place. I want to know if I cross your mind, I want to know if you realize just how much you messed up.


If you love a girl, Show her. Words alone aren’t enough. She needs you to prove it through your actions